I did it! I started a blog!
I had a couple thoughts - let's see if I can get them out
- I am so inspired by peoples blogs- what they think about what they think is funny what they create what the capture in life - how the view life - I love seeing peoples view
I think - where do I inspire- I have so many things hidden inside me- so many ideas- so many pictures- dreams and things I aspire to do and be- but I lack "my" inspiration - I lack drive- the drive that really gets those things done that I dream about- even the tiniest of things like making a new outfit for my youngest daughter- I dream about doing that everyday! So is "my" inspiration hiding somewhere and I need to search it out or is it buried in life and i need a bigger shovel or is it behind a curtain of fear and disbelief of who I really am...? I don't like fear- I want to kick the crap out of it and say you will not rule my life and dreams and aspirations. I think its time for me to go looking in the hidden places, digging with a big shovel and kicking fear and disbelief in the face- trying to find my life - trying to find a way to let the inner parts of me out- finding the inspiration that only I can provoke- "my" inspiration.